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crying I hate the drama! First Charlie pretty much goes crazy after Katelyn dumps him and what not. His reaction so bad he's under SUICIDE WATCH, which makes you wonder what would happened if she died instead of dumped him. I can't believe it, nor do I blame her for not loving him anymore. He's tough to deal with as it is for me now, whom he regards me as his ultimate sister, almost second most loved female next to Katelyn in some ways.

Then we have Anthony! Proposing to his sophmore girlfriend after dating her for like what... 2 1/2- 3 months? What is he thinking? Even if she said yes, he's graduating with the rest of the class of '08, is she really going to stay faithful to him in school when he's at Mt. Sac studying? Oh Anthony... I hope he's careful. high School sweet hearts rarely last. Not these days.

Men! I swear! And Joey has gone missing! I think he moved... without telling me! My own kid brother. You know how heart broken I am about that? I might ask his friends on Monday.

Asian Cuisine day... cancelled until further notice. Anime Club may just kill me...
And I am broke, broke, broke! Checked my bank account... $27. How am I suppose to get gas on Monday?! I have less then a quarter tank in the car... And it desperately needs to be washed. Why couldn't that good feeling from prom last? I wish it was prom all over again... Senior excursion... can I last two weeks? Six flags!!!!!!!!!! And when are choir pictures? The Pops concert? Our last concert? Stress... so much stress!

And I've given up on Peter. Since he moved back in the summer of 8th grade, we've managed to stay in contact, mostly because I valued our friendship dearly. All was well until the end of first semester this school year. I can't reach him anymore and I've been scared. Did something happen to him? I'm sick of putting in the effort to keep our friendship, if he doesn't care, then fine. I won't care for him anymore and if ever returns the calls and texts I left him, I won't answer them. Same goes for Jonathan whom I've known for over 11 years! The twins in Illinois and I manage to speak with one another once in a while and we've made small plans for the summer when they come back to San Dimas. Ugh!

I am tired of it all. I just want to get away. The drama is not worth all the headaches I get! Most from guys I've known for years, the expection is Anthony whom I met earlier in the year. The only guy I can depend on right now are probably my freshmen boys Hugo, James and maybe even Ray with my fellow classmen Carlos if he bothers to. I know Hugo will lend me some support the girls can't provide. He's a nice kid...