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	Love Is Not A Victory March....
	Love Is Not A Victory March....


"Love is not a victory march, it's a cold and it's a broken, hallelujah..." I understand after every fall of pain, comes standing maturity..... and I accept that hurting makes us stronger and prepares us for the future.... I knew it... I knew it wasn't love at all... but I wished you just didn't start something you would end so painfully... I'm not complaining... just thinking about other paths... I knew what love was.... now I'm not sure what I'm looking for... You made me confused.... something I really don't like being... I was so sure I wanted something real before.... so sure..... but now..... hope is fading away.... I know the truth, love fades away... it does... just don't wanna accept it... no matter how strong your love is, it will fade one day, so enjoy the sparks while they're burning hot, right? While writing about this, I wanna live my life alone... being with only myself and maybe a pet or too... taking down life as it is and enjoying it with myself and my friends, hoping no one would be sad when I pass away, so they won't need to hurt so much for me.... I just wanna tell all the people I love out there, I really appreciate what you guys are to me... and thanks for all the support... Moonlight_Dancero9 · Thu May 15, 2008 @ 11:41am · 31 Comments


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janyolski
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Thu Aug 14, 2008 @ 11:12am

well..
since i understand this one..
i am still invading..
but this time i won't be asking naymore questions..
*zips piehole.*

Moonlight_Dancero9
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Thu Aug 14, 2008 @ 12:53pm

You're reading everything crying
haha.
well, it's my fault for posting such personal things xd
but I guess it makes me feel better writing about it ^^

janyolski
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Thu Aug 14, 2008 @ 12:56pm

well..
i like to read..
esp personal stuff..
lol..
well, i think that was the real purpose of pen and paper..
to be outlets of our emotions..
to write on..
lol..
but that's the view of someone who like to write..
xd

Moonlight_Dancero9
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Thu Aug 14, 2008 @ 01:07pm

I can relate!!!
I like to write too!
hahaha...

Hey, pick a color:
Blue
Violet
Yellow
Red

The first instinct okay?!

janyolski
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Thu Aug 14, 2008 @ 01:17pm

wow..
weird..
i chose violet??
xd
lol...
so what was that for??

Moonlight_Dancero9
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Thu Aug 14, 2008 @ 01:27pm

OMIGOSH!!! eek
We picked the same thing!!!
COOOOOL

I don't really believe in this stuff, it's just fun~ mrgreen mrgreen
Violet means:

Expresses your emotions through writing
Most likely to fall in love with the same gender [ XD ]
Most prone to craziness.

That's all I remember o.o
but it's mostly true! haha.

janyolski
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Thu Aug 14, 2008 @ 01:52pm

well i have never fallen for another man..
lol..
but hey other than that it was true..
lol..
and look!!!!
*gasps!*
the submit button is violet..
lol..
is it purple??
sweatdrop
i'm not good at distinguishing colors...
only the primary and secondary ones.. of course..
lol..

Moonlight_Dancero9
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Fri Aug 15, 2008 @ 12:54pm

Haha, the submit button is!
You're so random~!
and I luff eeet♥
hahaha.
I think it's more of a light purple =)
lol xD

janyolski
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Fri Aug 15, 2008 @ 01:18pm

ukai..
whatever you say..
*looks at violet/purple/light purple submit button*
will i click it now??...
*thinks for a moment..*
*puts cape over mouth.. HAHAHAH*
"I vill now suvmit my comment"

Moonlight_Dancero9
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Fri Aug 15, 2008 @ 01:21pm

-runs up behind you and covers your eyes-
now you can't~!
hahaha.

janyolski
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Fri Aug 15, 2008 @ 01:48pm

:everything turns black:
oh!!
i cannot see anything!!!!!!
why??
oh, why??
will this ve the end of the count???
vhy... oh why..
:takes of your hands on my eyes:
twisted
now suffer the consequences of what you've done...
stressed

Moonlight_Dancero9
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Fri Aug 15, 2008 @ 01:49pm

-hugs from behind, like a bear hug-
I'm ready to face it, if it's what you want.... =)
-remains positive-

janyolski
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Fri Aug 15, 2008 @ 02:21pm

well...
i'm not the count anymore..
bac to being your pignito i guess... sweatdrop
oh well...
^gets water^
i am thirsty...

Moonlight_Dancero9
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Fri Aug 15, 2008 @ 02:25pm

me too...
but I'm too sober to go down and grab a drink emo

janyolski
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Sat Aug 16, 2008 @ 04:24am

lemme ask you..
have you ever tried drinking??
seriously??
did you use to drink regularly??

random question... lol..

Moonlight_Dancero9
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Sat Aug 16, 2008 @ 01:02pm

Well,
I LOVE WATER like hell.
and I think I drink more than three times the amount of water my classmates drink in a day xd

but if you meant alcohol...
I only drink it at parties, and I happen to like some....
but just as a drink, never gotten drunk or drank it regularly ^^;
I know you have though stare stare xd

janyolski
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Sat Aug 16, 2008 @ 01:14pm

xd
well yeah..
i have told you my sad tale..
of getting drunk..
emo
but now i haven't for months..
really...
I am trying to avoid that incident..
crying

Moonlight_Dancero9
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Sat Aug 16, 2008 @ 01:16pm

just consider me as your drug, and it will go by smoothly 3nodding
haha...
I'm trying to quit coffee too sweatdrop
I'm at it again because of the exams...

janyolski
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Sat Aug 16, 2008 @ 02:49pm

you know..
coffee won't really keep you awake..
it's because of the placebo effect...
3nodding
because you think it'll help keep you awake then it will..
because you have set your mind so..
and coffee is not healthy!!!!!
scream
don't drink coffee anymore!!!

you my drug??
okay..
if you say so..
lol..

Moonlight_Dancero9
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Sat Aug 16, 2008 @ 02:58pm

HELLO?!
that's the main reason why I drink it!
It makes me trick myself into thinking I won't sleep in class..
and when I do think straight, half of mind knows I'm playing a trick on myself...
but it still works! xd

coffee is healthy, it has antioxidants. We don't use the processes Nescafe [crappy!] one. We use an imported all-natural one 3nodding

janyolski
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Sat Aug 16, 2008 @ 03:49pm

good then..
well it's funny..
because with people of such strong imaginations..
what we think, is what we'll feel and believe..
so sometimes when you think you may be in love..
you start feeling that you are in love..
weird right??
but i have observed..
and it is true...

Moonlight_Dancero9
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Sat Aug 16, 2008 @ 03:55pm

really, cool.
with who?
the mind is amazing,
that is why I wanted to take psychology 3nodding
call me crazy, but I reeeeally wanna be a firewoman or a pilot.. ^^;

janyolski
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Sat Aug 16, 2008 @ 05:06pm

well, with past relationships..
lol..
yes, the mind is one of the most amazing creations ever..
pilot??
wow..
you are a woman who seeks action..
lol..

Moonlight_Dancero9
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Sun Aug 17, 2008 @ 04:01am

LOL,
that's true...
but being a pilot is really hard... and I don't think my dad would allow me to risk my life... but then I told him that all the jobs I wanted were life-threatening xd
so he said okay with firewoman blaugh
lol xd

janyolski
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Sun Aug 17, 2008 @ 01:03pm

sweatdrop
why don't you just work with the NBI...
the job is still life-threatening..
but...
the possibility of harming yourself is less..
and what's more..
i learned that women mostly do the paper work in NBI..
lol..

or if you still insist on being a fire woman, then i'll be a fireman..
and have myself assigned to wherever fire station you are..
lol.. blaugh

Moonlight_Dancero9
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Sun Aug 17, 2008 @ 02:41pm

Hahaha.
I'd really like that ♥

...unfortunately, after college, I think I'd leave this country... emo

janyolski
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Sun Aug 17, 2008 @ 04:53pm

eek
crying
why?
where?

i'll follow...
crying crying

Moonlight_Dancero9
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Mon Aug 18, 2008 @ 05:14am

I'm not sure yet.... probably Canada or Venice or somewhere peaceful...
you can't do that for me, what about your family?

janyolski
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Mon Aug 18, 2008 @ 10:51am

confused
i'll go be a caregiver there or something!!!
lol..
well...
what else can we do, right?
other than make the best out of the very little time left...
well, i'll have to look on the bright side here...
there's still a few years left...
peaceful??
trust me, you will never find peace anywhere in this screwed up world...
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Moonlight_Dancero9
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Mon Aug 18, 2008 @ 02:59pm

crying you make me wanna cry, seriously... call me too sensitive, but you just make me feel...different.

I don't think I would find peace, actually, maybe just less chaos... and that's good enough for me... I really can't stand it here... I feel like I would get no where if I stayed here, although.... if I found love here, I think there's a possibility I'd stay...

janyolski
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Tue Aug 19, 2008 @ 05:54am

hmm..
well..
yeah.........
i dunno what to say..
xd
i know this country sucks..
well if that is what you want then..
no use for stopping you.....
because if it'll make you happy..
then it's fine with me...

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