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For the past three days I have been forgetting what I normally remember. Things like homework, what I ate that morning, why I was walking somewhere, and even what day it is. I woke up yesterday morning (I think it was yesterday, see what I mean?) and I really truly thought it was Friday. Last night, I forgot to do my homework EVEN THOUGH I distinctly remember writing it down and telling myself to do it right after I finished some avatar art. And then I was going to finish it in class today, reminding myself inbetween every period. But I forgot once I got to class every time, until I walked into the class that they were due in. Also yesterday, I forgot to grab the homework that I had remembered to do, along with my avatarart folder that I take to school to work on, beside the computer at home and didn't have it for school almost all day. Also for the past 3 days I've been beating myself to remember to grab my spanish textbook from my locker to turn it into my Spanish teacher. Guess what? I remembered it today. Guess what else.
I set my binder, my all important binder down on the floor to open up my locker. I grabbed my book from my locker.... and I walked off. I didn't realize what I'd done until after I'd gotten home. I simply left it there. On the floor. I... Don't know what's going on in my mind anymore. I'm usually not this... scattered. And I don't like it one bit.
This morning was an unlucky mroning to top it off. I burnt my breakfast, burnt my right hand trying to get it out of the toaster, and then when I remembered my backpack needed fixing, I broke it even more trying to fix it back. Then I had to run around trying to find a new one.
I got to school, gave Penny and Victoria hugs, and waited around with everyone before class began. Penny gave me a hug before she left and some guy I don't even know walks up saying, "Let me hug her!" So he did. Dx The group of people I hang out with are very...huggy. And I'm not a very huggy person towards strangers. Which is what most of the people I hang out with are.
And in artclass, I had a pretty nice discussion with another guy who's a year above me. He seems to like to talk to me. He asked me about my drawings and things. Then he asked me about where I used to live and how old I am. I told him what a feather was (since he doesn't speak english perfectly) and then we got into a discussion about second languages. Which got him trying to make me talk to him in spanish since I told him I was in Spanish class. I'm not very confident in my spanish speaking abilities at all, so I just kept saying, "No, I can't, I'm not that good, You'll make fun of me." And then he said it wasn't very fair since he was speaking english... Which made me feel a little bad.
Then later this afternoon a girl whose name I forget but know and Shawn were reading some Yaoi comic. They got me to read it. It was Bleach and it was kinda cute/funny. Not very bad. Then all of a sudden Shawn shoves in front of me some yaoi that I'd really rather not see. So I sorta closed my eyes, voiced my displeasure, and hid behind Penny for the remainder of the walk from one end of the school to the other.
So that's my day. Detailed, so that I may remember what happened today. I don't want to forget anymore.
OH well. -Sigh- I think I'm going to use the rest of this day as a mental relaxation day. So no, I'm not going to work on any art all. I'm gong to bed early and I'm not waking up until I feel like it in the morning, no matter if it makes me late to school or not. If I can't start remembering again I don't know what I'm going to do.
So night journal! Hope you had a better day than mine. <3
 bittersweet93 · Fri May 16, 2008 @ 12:33am · 0 Comments |
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