stressed EVERYBODYS PAST crying
well so far as ive seen and heard everybody has had a horrible past, or a terrible present.
and for me my past is definetly not as hard as other peoples, but it still sucked
like many adults in my church werent christians till the age of 15-25 and all had really bad pasts (drinking, smoking, drugs, sex, early kids) and yet they act like nothing like that ever really happened to them
my past was filled with lonliness and a drunken dad
i thought it was the worst and wanted to kill myself many many times (glad i didnt)
then i hear stories of these 40+ year olds and they seemed to get through it fine (it was hard of course but they didnt turn out seriously bad)
i think myself as a totally selfish p***k for thinking life was SO bad for me then
you know what i mean?
i know that at the time i was really down and didnt really care about anything else, and that we shouldnt be comparing our selves to one another eighther
but now i think if im going through something i think of as a "issue" or "problem,
i think of what others have been through and that they got through it with Gods help, so i just ask God for strength, wisdom and help ^_^' when something like that comes up
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heart LOVE IS STRANGE xp
alright whats stated above has something to do with this
my friend says shes in "love" with a guy
i belive her (sorta, but how can i really know you know?) but i hear that she has NO chance of getting to be with him again
now what should i do/
praying is something
gathering more info
and help her not to mess up again (she went out with the guy and he dumped her for a resonalble reason
sweatdrop )
or sould i just not care?
i mean she hangs on to me WAY to much, more than she should be
i tried to tell her that i didnt really want to help her anymore and she couldnt take it
ugh...
so stressful
man i hope this issue dosent devour us (me, my bf whos friend of the guy my friend likes, her, and the guy who is also my friend as well)
and disolve our friendship
its seeming that it might though
sweatdrop ...
like a snake that can strike in the blink of an eye, then latch on with its long and sharp teeth, and poisen the victom, to make it become paralized, slowly devur its prey part by part, while the prey experences a slow and painful feeling that usually ends its life
......
what a nice thing to see in your future
stare 
