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I'm so sleepy from doing nothing but reading manga in my time off.
Today I was supposed to go to the mean evil doctors place and I told mama that I really didn't want to go and if that doctor did anything weird I was going to kill the doctor. Just thinking about going to that place makes me want to scream. I really don't wanna go. And mama knew this. So, because she knew that I was going to show my hatred towards this doctor, she let me come home after half the day was done. And she told me that if she let me stay home, I wasn't allowed to be mean to the doctor. And now... I get home and she collapses in bed telling me she's too tired to do anything and that she'll reschedual. I missed art club, an algebra test, a geography quiz, and an english test.... All I can say is, this close to the end of the year: Crap. I'm going to have to find the time to go before and after school to make these things up and I know it. I really don't want to though. I've still go to talk to my counselor about my schedual for next year and taking a summer school course. My dad has been getting onto me about it becuase he can't play our summer time together until he knows when I'm going to be taking the courses. TwT
And it's all my fault! Stupid me. Inner self: "You should've thought about what you needed to get done before agreeing to be nice and staying home for the most important half of the day. Stupid Morgan. You're too lazy and you don't think ahead of time becuase you don't want to think of the consequences. -Shakes fist-"
Anyway, during the time I've been home I've been messing with the other computer, the slower one with not as much nifty stuff, Rachel's computer. (Server?) I downloaded YIM here so maybe I'll be more inclined to let go of the other computer for mama to use..... Now that I know I won't be so disconnected here. Still, if anything wrong happens to Rachel's computer she'll be blaming it on me even though she downloads weird games for weird sites all of the time. I'm half surprised we haven't gotten an uberload of bills for games that aren't free from places we don't even know. Rachel may get better grades then me (when I was her age I was making A's and B's but not striaght A's DX) but when it comes down to it she lacks in the "common sense" department. And I know I should be saying this (partly becuase she gets better grades than me and gets things done when I don't) but looking at her from a distance and watching how she reacts and behaves... I think she's TRYING to get herself into trouble or something. Like attacking mom when mama first walks in the door "Mama, can I do thisandthisandthatandthis? Please? Please?" "Honey, no, I'm tired, it's late, I need quiet--" "OH MOM GUESS WHAT I DID TODAY this and this yadayadayada." If she were my child I would have ripped her head off. Truly really. I have learned not to talk to mama EVER. Like NEVER. Unless she calls upon you to speak to her about something just stay quiet, and you won't get hurt. But Rachel seems to not understand this very important rule. Even if I say very blunty, "Rachel you're annoying. Keep talking and mama will kill us all," she just keeps going and going x3x I've tried getting messages across but it does not work. Of course I myself am dense but I can't help making notes about other people to myself. Not always of thier bad qualities, but what makes them them. How they react, too... I must be creepy x~x;
Now that I've finished complaining, I think I'm going to go look up--- Oh look! I just found a really cute looking manga but.... It looks short. And hard to find. Still, it looks like it would be worth looking up. In the past couple of days I've been reading a lot of manga. I've finished.... Akuma To Dolce, Moe Kare, Akuma To Love Song, and I started but did not finish MxO and Orange Planet. Everything but MxO is girly XD But it's my favorite kind of manga. xwx; Don't make fun of me. I just finished Moe Kare. And I seem to like the Akuma stories O: Akuma To Dolce had a real demon in it but Akuma To Love Song didn't. &3 Still, I love the cute stories.
I guess I'm going to go and find my phone and watch the house for a few minutes though first. I might update later.
And Happy Birthday Tynan~ <3
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Later update!
It is currently 7:58. I just finished ANOTHER manga, so cute adorable and sweet, called Beast Master. xD I loved Leo's adorableness. It was cute. I'm thinking about looking up another manga to begin reading, though I know I won't get very far with it tonight. Funny, the only thing I'm getting done is reading manga. I'm such a lazy person, I really hate myself for it. "IF you really hated yourself for it then stop it and get something done." Ah, the conflicting emotions of being a lazy procrastinator. I guess with this, I'll forever be not finishing things. My life later on... will probably not be too great.
I got another call for my dad. He's upset at my mother and I. Upset with my mother becuase she refuses to get Rachel's phone fixed, wouldn't take me to the doctors today, and won't answer her phone when he calls. (Although she's been sleeping all day/afternoon.) Mad at me becuase I haven't gotten in touch with my counselor yet. I'll hafta ask her for some of her time tommorow afternoon. She won't get back to me until Friday. Or maybe even monday though we are taking exams. Bleh. Exams. For some reason, I have a feeling that Biology, W.Geo, and Math are going to be particularly hard for me. English? No biggie. Spanish? A slight challenge. Art? Easy. -Sigh- I won't fail... But I probably won't do wonderful. I actually thought about studying for Biology, ha! It wouldn't be a bad idea. "Stop being lazy! >[" But I don't know, I'll do fine anyway. "Darnit! Stop! D<"
My inner me hates me right now. Teehee.
 bittersweet93 · Wed May 28, 2008 @ 11:16pm · 0 Comments |
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