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I watched two movies today. Well, I started the first one last night and finished it this afternoon. The first movie I watched was Spirited Away. I'm sure most people have heard of it. The second was called Paprika. It was really good, I must say. A little on the creepy, crazy side. But really really good. There were times when it scared me a little though. Like that creepy doll towards the end and the parade. The parade was really creepy. To me. I've actually tried looking for it to download for myself, but I haven't come up with much. I don't really know where to begin searching. It would be the first thing I've downloaded if I do... I just really want to see it in it's best quality. I think it would be worth it this time. After that I think I'll watch Paranoia Agent. This movie reminded me of the series. Kinda makes me want to watch it again.
The weather today was nice and warm, not too hot. The wind was very strong today, power in parts of Texas were lost becuase of it, cars were being blown about by it, or so I hear. I flipped to a news channel and saw that a really long cloud was sweeping across the little weather map. Just a diagonal line of mean storm looking like it wants to sweep everything on the map from the west to the east. I suppose it should hit here... in a short while, actually. An on top of that, a grassfire started at some ball game after some fireworks were shot off into the strong wind, some drug dealer was found dead, and security around the parks in the area has increased after a child predator attacked someone. Boy, the news sure is great and happy and joyful, huh? I think I'll not watch it again least all hell is breaking loose across the nation and the sky has turned an evil shade of something.
So today was my last day of being a freshman. Yaaay, not really. I have about a week, maybe a little less until summerschool. I have that for three weeks and then I have a few days before I go to visit my dad for two weeks. When I come home, I'm supposed to have anywhere from a week to three weeks left of vacation, I haven't look on a calendar to check, my mom says one weeks and my dad says three. How helpful they are. Now that I think about it, I really kinda don't wanna go to summerschool. But I have no choice. Just as I have no say in a lot that my mother decides for me. "Mama, I don't want that. I really REALLY don't wanna do that." "You'll thank me when you get older, I have your best interest at heart." "I'm going to go be emo and cry in a corner now becuase of you ;A;" The daily conversation with my mom. Oh, and she told me she's trading me with her co-worker's daughter for a week so they can teach me how to drive since mama won't help me. When mama told me that, I must say it would have hurt. Would have, if I hadn't shut out my own selfishness and childishness. I'm getting better at that, too. ;3 Besides, if she really trades me I get to go live on a farmhouse and play with cows O:
Long ago, I used to go with my mom to visit her friend who lived on a big farm. That place was really pretty. When you walked down the old farmhouse hallway at midday, you could smell some sort of smoked meat or something that I guess had been permanantly absorbed into the wood or something. And the property was fun to explore. I remember the time my sister, Anne's (the lady) song, and I all had a huge waterfight. It was freezing, but it was fun. Miss Anne had to give us some new clothes to wear xD But that place wasn't meant for me. Her son soon came to hate me and thier eldest daughter moved out, so there was really nobody to play with anymore.
I watched some TV today, too. And I took a very short nap but I couldn't keep myself asleep becuase I was feeling lonely. (Reason why I wanted to go to sleep in the first place.) I guess I'll have to get used to having nobody around again. Mama works, nana won't stay, Rachel's going to be out with her friends all of the time. =w= Maybe I should get out, too. Take long walks and think about life and how I fit into it. Actually I'm pretty selfish and think only of myself a lot of the time. I forget to consider other's feelings and let myself think my way about something way too long, and then it seems to become more of an expectation that an idea in my mind. I don't think about the world or the problems with it, other people or what I should do for them. Oops, I let myself get off track.
~YAWN~
Well I'm tired now. Night night!
 bittersweet93 · Fri Jun 06, 2008 @ 05:59am · 0 Comments |
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