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Friday the 13th and looking back |
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Woke up with my headache (I still have it), dizzily wandered into the computer room and sat down. Finished some manga and then picked up the Wiimote. I played some FE and then stopped after a chapter or two. I did some laundry while I played the game. Then I got on gaia and started looking through my past journal entries. I got some laughs out of it, amazing how I can find myself laughing right now. Laughing at myself at that. I think I changed a bit. For both better and worse. I... think I should change more, you know? It's bad. Really bad. The current me isn't worth much.
Do you believe today is unlucky? Friday the 13th, ooooh~ scary. D; I can't tell yet. Lots of things haven't gone my way lately, but I can't call it bad luck. Becuase although it's left me with a bitter feeling, it was good to other people. So I can't call it bad luck. Let's see... good luck? I guess I had some good luck when I was playing my game and didn't get killed a few times after I made rash decisions. OH! I also got a McDonalds parfait from nana today. That made me feel good.
Gah, I just pulled my jeans out of the dryer and they're WET. (Bad luck?) Still, I had nothing else to wear (was still in PJs) so they'll have to do. T~T Oh well. Tomorrow and Sunday are my last days to have time to do... anything. I'll be getting out from school for the next three weeks at 2PM, though I'm not very sure that the afternoons will hold much comfort or vacation stuff time. Afterall, the way things are now... Well I don't think I'll be doing anything productive. I have a whole list of things I should do, would do, could do, but that I'm just hesitant in doing. I don't want to get stuff started or done, even if it will make me feel good in the end, though it's the perfect time to.
After I finish this journal I'll go fix up my room a bit or something I guess... Seeing as how I really have nothing else to do here now.
Hum, I'm thinking about going on an extra strict diet. =w= I've become too dependant on sugars. ;3; I keep hoping the cookie jar will magically refill itself but there's still nothing. T~T Nyuuu.
Reading through my past journal entries also reminded me that although I may not feel great right now, at least I don't feel as bad as I did some of the other days before xD So yeah, that brightens me up a bit. Ahaha. <3
Since it's early, I'll probably do an update later. I feel like putting pretty pictures in my journal today so maybe I'll go find a pretty picture xD See you
LATER EDIT:
Ah, I got my report card. I gave it to my mom, she looked through it, and she didn't say anything. I'll take her silence as satisfaction. At least she isn't displeased. And I wasn't shooting to make her overjoyed either. I'm happy with my grades, at any rate. I still have to order some books soon... For summer reading. Meh. :C
I drew a picture, but it isn't that good. I played more FE. I got pretty far. I found my favorite map/battle for the game. I had to burn supplies and kill a bunch of people on the way. =w= It was great.
Mama and I chatted for a bit, we're both going to pretend that life is great now. I got her to laugh a bit so that made me happy. I found a huuuuge moth outside and showed it to Rachel and my mom. Rachel wanted to poke it and get it to move. Mama was interested in the lines on the wings. I tried to make detailed notes in my mind about how a moth looks just in case I wanted to draw one but i probably won't remember it later. =w=' I got two calls for some guy asking for Rebecca, I told him once that I was not Rebecca and he had the wrong number, but then he called me again, so I just rejected the call. He had a Texas accent and everything, so I'm guessing he was an older man. I hate getting calls for people looking for other people. Especially on holidays. I got one on Thanksgiving that went sort of like "Hey, I was just calling to see if you'd wanna join the family for once and have a cookout. Call me back if you feel like being social for a change, see you, or maybe not." The lady leaving the message sounded as if she had some bitterness towards the person she was intending to leave the message for. And on christmas we got one that went a little like, "Wanted to spread some christmas cheer! Come over if you'd like, we miss you a lot. Happy holidays, lots of love."
I'm guessing those people never got thier messages. And I hate being the cause of others' confusion and misunderstanding.
No picture! Sorreee.
Probably shouldn't look at this one. It's terrible. I drew it today while I still cannot draw to save my life.
 bittersweet93 · Fri Jun 13, 2008 @ 08:37pm · 0 Comments |
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