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.....It's kind of ironic that the girl who swore she would never love has been together with her love for a year and one day now. He is my first...everything! He got my first kiss (on July 6, 2007 heart ), the first on I've ever held hands with (June 24, 2007 heart ), the first one I fell in love with (I can't recall the date, but I rememer figuring it out). We'd been dating not even two months and I was sitting in my bed waiting for him to call. I couldn't believe that my feelings for him were already as strong as they were. I knew he was amazing and waking up emotions that had been put to rest before they had a chance to blossom, but i never expected them to grow so fast.
.....Sometimes when I think of how fast everything progressed, I get afraid that I'm letting him in to deep. But then whenever anything happens, I know I can tell him and confide in him and he will help me through my problems. I know that I can count on him to be there for me and to listen when I just want to rant about life in general. I think that is why I fell in Love with him. I can tell him about anything that I've done, no matter how embarrassing it may be, and he will listen, not judge. I don't have to worry about him judging me like I do the wrest of the world.
.....He is the one that I love now, and forever. I don't think I could ever feel like this about any one else, ever. heart heart

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