Oh man. I just had my last exam for grade 12, and while watching the year end assembly (which was super awesome) I almost cried. Almost everyone is moving on, Carol, Nessy, Maryanne, Whitney.. the list goes on.
I'm going to miss all of them at school so much! Sci Fi club will never be the same (until reading week and stuff like that)!
And I realize even more vividly is that I have absolutely no idea what I want to pursue as a career. I definitely don't want to work in a deli all my life (and they don't want any full time workers there, so that's a no go). I feel like I'm not good at anything. Sure, I'm okay at art, but there is almost never any money in art of my variety anyways.
I honestly think I could be really smart, because I can remember things pretty well... but I short change myself. I just wish I knew what to do. I never want to grow up... but I want to move on with my friends.
And I hope the drama goes away (and hope that I haven't been the center of drama for anyone else D: 'cause that would suck).
I really hope that we all (friends and I) can stay relatively together throughout the rest of our lives, because I LOVE YOU ALL SO DAMN MUCH!
(And people probably wont see this x3 )
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