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You know, I use to be afraid of going to highschool. Whenever you're little and you watch TV shows or movies about highschool, they aren't usually nice. It's always drama and love and teasing adn trying to fit in. Once I got there, though, I was obviously proven wrong. Well, on most things.
The drama was still obviously there, but I just tried to distance myself as much as possible from those kind of people. Luckily, my best friends were none of that sort, and so I havn't had problems that 'dramtically alter our friendship because one of us was ignoring the other or two of us were crushing on the same guy and we totally betrayed eachother". No. None. Of that. Bullshit.
Thank goodness.
I have noticed, though, that wen guys enter the picture, is when drama starts to bloom. At least, that's what I conclude. I don't know exactly if boys are the cause of why girls suddenly turn into bitches or if they are just a sign that we've turned into bitches, but they're connected. Not always, but a lot of the time.
Not that I'm blaming guys, either, you have it hard enough with women who can't decide how the hell they want to be treated.
But why is it that people get so territorial when we "grow up". Grow up is in parenthases because reaching a certain age has absolutly nothing to do with being an adult.
Plenty of cat fights are about boys, and plenty of others are about rumors. I, for one, hate rumors. I hate gossip. Don't spread s**t you don't know is true. In fact, I just suggest that you don't talk about anyone else's business period.
I could yell this at the top of my lungs all day long, but it wouldn't happen. It would probably just make rumors spread about me. And I don't like it when people make up crap, so I keep pretty good servaillance about what I say.
*ugh* I don't even know what I'm saying. Well, I do, but i'm now sure wher eit's going. I guess what brought this all on is because I was watching some teen movie, and they were just talking about how "who you hang out with is everything." and "you want to be popular"
That just creates problems. Because now you have however many hormone-crazed teenagers thinking that they know it all. Thinking that they know how to hanlde everything, thinking that the shcool is the world.
So, they learn to play puppet master. There head gets big, and they think they're the s**t.
It's not true.
And it makes me sick.
It made me so glad that it was summer, because I figure that's what i'll be going back to in a few months. The drama world of gossip.lies.freaks.bitches.preps.goths. all the stereotypes who aren't really steretypes but just dress a certain way and talk a certain way until it becomes inconvenient to them.
And you know what? In some way, i'll be part of it, too. I'll get labled, because I care what some people think and not what others think. I'll get dissed by people who think they're better than me and by people who are jeleous of me, even if i'm a little envious of them. I'll probably wind up pissing someone off, just because even I can be two-faced. But i'll try to be better. Because, what's worse than a puppet master, is someone who thinks they're a puppet master.
It's fun to be able to control and intimidate people, but, that would make it seem like I think i'm better than everyone else. Which I'm not.
We're all trying to find out "who we are" in highschool. Just be careful, so called "puppet-masters", and don't step on too many people's shoos during your reign of feigned superiority, because eventually, it will end.
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There was a lot more cursing in this entry than normal. I don't knwo why I was so infuriated by that TV show. I suppose one of the reasons is because I don't like stupidity, which includes people who think they have power but don't. Oh, and That lat sentence soounds really sinister, and I apologize. Dont' worry, it's not a threat for any puppet master out there. It's just a warning to make sure you dont' get too power hungry. ( I was warning that your reign would end)
Make friends. Love friends.
Find joy. Bring joy.
Laugh.
 Qua Quidam · Mon Jun 30, 2008 @ 08:03pm · 0 Comments |
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