I've found someone who makes me smile, just by looking me in the eyes. I've found the guy who knows my flaws and loves them anyway. I've found the guy who never stops caring, who's gone most of the year but when he's back my life lives once more. I used to say, it's over, I'm done, It'll never last. But when I see him, when he smiles, when he talks to me. My body becomes submerged in a water sea and I feel like I'm floating. I feel like I don't know which way is up, and I can't breathe. But it's great and when it is over, I want to feel it again. I've found the guy who I don't need words to talk to. I get jealous when other girls are around him. I got mad because he was hanging with his cousin, how silly am I. That I am so madly in love with this boy that I can hardly tell which way is up when his brown eyes meet mine? What twisted dimension have I entered where I forget all of my flaws and how I look around him. I touch my hair, I touch my face, I fidget my hands to other places trying to find the correct position. I wanna scream! I wanna shout! I love him I love him! I love him alot! But I still need to talk to him, but nerves get in the way. People know, and they smile and stare. While I stutter and Stammer before him. Finally shutting up for the night. He jokes, "I guess she doesn't want to talk to me anymore." But that is not true! I will never be! I have more to say than a buzzing bee! But What is this? My mouth won't open, I can not speak. My heart pounds, my lips are sealed. Please let me speak, let me talk. But I can not and the moment passes and I must go. Alas Alas Off I go away for a while, not to see him for that while. I still have not seen him for a while, but my hopes are high to see him soon, again.
He who joyfully marches to music in rank and file has already earned my contempt. He has been given a large brain by mistake, since for him the spinal cord would suffice.
-Albert Einstein
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