It feels like I'm in the dark, alone, lost. It feels like I've been consumed by another force, this force causing all happy thoughts to run away. People stare at me, like I'm from another planet, and it seems the darkness lingers everywhere I go. No light can touch me, or even enter my eye holes. For the presence of something darker grows inside me, something that is waiting to devour me and all the ones I love. It's as if a light switch has been turned off in my brain, the light being the happiness and great beauty in everything. I only see flaws, I only see hate, I only feel coldness, and I only want the darkness. My pupils are large from lack of light, and my hair is dull from loneliness. Please just leave, don't even bother, for this cloud that hangs above me seems to never dwindle, nor blow over. Only way out is through a gun, open the drawer, load the bullets, it's almost done. BANG BANG BANG.
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