Dear Journal,
Today was one hell of an interesting day. At first, I totally wasted it by being on Gaia the whole time. Then around 5 or so, I decided to watch TV with my mom. We watched many things, even a movie. The movie was pretty good. Had a lot of action to it. Good job Jet Li. Later on, my mom and I started to watch a show that teaches step-by-step of belly dancing. I hesitated at first but then joined my mom just for fun. Made me sweat a lot. sweatdrop
One thing that bothers me though is falling for someone I thought I would never fall for again. I mean, I had feelings for this person in the past but those feelings are just arising again. I try to express myself before the person had to go but of course, no one believe in me. Just made me feel all down.
So here I am, typing in my journal. This loneliness feeling all comes back to hit me on the side of the head, telling me "I am still here!". -sigh- I am no good when it comes to love. Its hard enough for me to express myself. Maybe I should just stop showing the details and let things be. If no one believe me, fine. I am cool with that. I will just keep it to myself.
With Regards,
-Oreo
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