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oh another joy in my life..

here i have been saving up so i can pay off my moms bills still and today i have to pay the cable bill or it gets shut off.. well mom said that she will be taking the cable off her name here at the house and putting it to where she is living.. funny how i get things paid off here then she swipes it out from under me .. how unfair is that.. i told her i cant afford to pay my old cable bill if she could help me out since i am still paying on hers and her other bills which she got up so high.. heck i dont have regular phone here at the house cause she has over a 400 dollar phone bill and she wanted me to pay that off for her.. told her no cause i dont need it since i have a cell phone.. kinda pissed her off on that .. but i mean geez how much is too much on helping out on things?

she is moving this weekend.. means i have no tv. ... am greatful she is letting me live here in this house but at the same time this house isnt much .. its an old worn down victorian house. that needs thousands of dollars to fix up and that kind of money i just dont have.. and the cost of rent is going up around here so i cant move out of here and pay bills here to at least have something over my roof *sighs*


yeah my life in a nutshell..