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So, I live in this retirement community with my grandparents for the time being, but I'm really not supposed to untill I'm at least 19..which I'm not! ANYWAYS! This guy from the HOA (Home Owners Association) called asking me my age, because apparently one of my grandparents' neighbors complained. Now they want me to go and prove that I'm 19 (which I can't because I'm not). This is where I freak out a bit.. My dad made it pretty clear that he really doesn't want me with him long term and there really isn't anywhere else for me to go.. What about my mom, you ask? well, she lives in the same house as me! heh. since she has a sucky job, we can't really afford to live anywhere else. yeah.. what now!?
**sigh** I really hope that my dad stops being a jerk soon. though he won't make me feel anymore wanted then he did when I asked if I could move in with him when I graduate from high school, because he lives close to the community college that I want to go to next year. I will have to learn to deal with his bitter dissapointment that I can't move out on my own at the age of 17. heh. wonderful..

This is the second time this year I've had to worry about what was going to happen to me. The second time this year that I've felt completely helpless and had NO clue what the hell I'm going to do.

Ain't life beautiful?
.:sPiDeR:.