how much stress can one person take in one day? even with meds am still feeling like i am about to lose all control and just break down .. anymore i feel i dont have control of anything
maybe my life is just wasted space .. i wonder if anyone ever feels like that?
if it werent for my son would i be here? so many things run thru my head and i hear so many say be strong or you are strong .. maybe i am but i dont feel it not when all i want to do is crawl in a hole and never be found again
dad is in the hospital i know its nothing too serious but i cant help but have this strange feeling something bad is going to happen .. elders used to tell me accept those warning feelings and prepare myself but how can anyone do that if you dont know what is to happen and my dreams are back .. i hate dreaming
well am trying my luck with having a store with betta i hope it works out
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