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Stress
how much stress can one person take in one day? even with meds am still feeling like i am about to lose all control and just break down .. anymore i feel i dont have control of anything
maybe my life is just wasted space .. i wonder if anyone ever feels like that?
if it werent for my son would i be here? so many things run thru my head and i hear so many say be strong or you are strong .. maybe i am but i dont feel it not when all i want to do is crawl in a hole and never be found again

dad is in the hospital i know its nothing too serious but i cant help but have this strange feeling something bad is going to happen .. elders used to tell me accept those warning feelings and prepare myself but how can anyone do that if you dont know what is to happen and my dreams are back .. i hate dreaming

well am trying my luck with having a store with betta i hope it works out






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foxboy400
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commentCommented on: Wed Nov 10, 2004 @ 11:13pm
im not sure......


commentCommented on: Thu Nov 11, 2004 @ 12:53am
aw baby. heart Everyone has stress. Mom use to say, "if Dean (I) don't have any stress, then I shouldn't even be on this world"

(did sound harsh) sweatdrop But it's the truth.
We can all try to reduce stress.

Even I find Gaia is stressful only if I stayed for too long. Take some breaks in real life. Maybe read a book or sleep for 30 minutes to 1 hour (don't sleep too long).

Have regular meal 3 times a day (don't skip them).
Sleep well. 3nodding

I know I can't be there for you..yet... sweatdrop
But how can stress be? AS long as you are still happy in real life. Just one smile can reduce that stress level of yours. Think positive (I am still trying that).

I love you. heart



betta12345
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Ice Blue Knight
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commentCommented on: Tue Nov 16, 2004 @ 04:27pm
I feel like that everyday. It's like I have no one that will love me for me or take me as I am. No home or real family to call mine or friends other than the few I know in gaia or in real life. It's a game life made for each of us at birth. Stress is something we make for not being open to ourselves. It's a way for your mind to say to you that you need to think of this or that. It's the stress of knowing something and not realizing it. Like konwing a love and screwing it over bad. Drepessoin is the same reason. Fight it, live on, and know you did your best. If not for you then for the people you know will come to you in the future for your strength. For your love. For his mama... Do it because it's all people like us can do. We live, we eat, and we raise the kids (and some parents...~sighs~)to the best we can. And know that when it's all said and done... You did one good thing life. Vincent, your aunt, and dad will love you for all the effort you put into living for them. Stress and resposability are weights we alll bare. But death is easy. Giving up is easy. I know you Godess... You told me you'd never stop living. You'd be that someone in the dark that stood tall and strong. Show me you were right. Show me the person that i might have been with. Show me. A weak man how strong you can be. Show me how to be strong in the strom. I'll be watching and prying for you A.M.G.

Much love from deep south. J.B.H (a.k.a P.B)

And remember if one person understands it's me and your friends hun.


commentCommented on: Fri Nov 19, 2004 @ 05:29pm
*hugs*
I love you



Lark Scarlet
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MeSoBiTcHy
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commentCommented on: Fri Nov 19, 2004 @ 08:05pm
OMG!!! THE DRAMA!!!! Please...you would not know a problem if it jumped up and bit you.


commentCommented on: Fri Nov 19, 2004 @ 08:29pm
Hey moon and betta. I have to ask. Why does moon look like she as beaten into submission by betta in the siggy? It's kinda sad really... and did moon screw up betta up so bad he wants to be in your skin? And is he that big a loser that he has to have net loving just cause he can't get any in real life? Or is it because you're leading on like a beatne dog? But if it is not that then is it a stalker and stalked love? If it is then that's mad sick!



MeSoBiTcHy
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