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Won't anyone understand why I am the Way I am? When I do good for someone. It's because that is one of the few things on this earth that makes me happy besides the smiling faces of my loved ones. I don't do these things to be known. I don't do them to be rewarded or paid back. Your retaliation is offensive to me. I'm at peace, I'm in my true home, when I'm giving to someone I care about. Because their smile and their happiness is what brings me joy in life. And this trait of mine may not seem to human you, But I care not. All I want in the middle of this twisted world, Is to see a few people smile. For all the right reasons. Everyone has their opinions on power. But this is mine.

Power is power. And it has the power to change anyone. But only if you let it. If you come across power or it is graced upon you. In whatever form it may be. May you wield the power and the power not wield you. Because when your but the tool lost within yourself. You no longer no much of anything. And the consumption will destroy you from the inside until its gone. and what happens when the power takes control? It destroys the things that really matter. Because it won't let you see those things and how much they really count. And then when it's all gone. t leave sbut an empty shell of the former you. And all that you TRULY loved? all that TRULY loved you for you? It'll be gone by then. Won't it?

The power has taken many I cared about. But It won't ruin My cause. Because if they let it control them that is their mistake. Not mine. I will do my best. But you can't save someone who doesn't want to be saved. I do not weep for those who fall to their own mistakes. But hope they learn their lesson and can build themselves stronger. My work only goes so far. I have people that haven't fallen, to be with. It's these people. The strong ones. Who Will be with me forever.

I Love you guys, With all my heart.
no matter how gay it may sound to you
It's true.

Ray( Some form of Martyr. I guess.)