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Time for a new journal entry, I've postponed this one for to long. First I'd like to say, I just got caught writing graffiti. At least the last tag I did was ******** perfect. I don't think I'll be writing anymore though; they let me go but now that I've got 1 strike I can't get another. Thats it, I've got to stop now, and I'm very disappointed.
1. in myself for getting caught
2. in myself for not getting away
3. because I still have a lot of paint supplies.
4. because I feel so shitty about this now, I feel week, I should be happy the let me go.
5. because I couldn't run away, the backpack I was wearing was a shoulder bag and I wouldn't have gotten away.

I'm going to play some dota. I did ok in the beginning... Although I think I feel even shittier after playing.

I feel so helpless. Everything I love is being taken away from me. My job, my girlfriend, my hobbies, my life is made of suck and fail. When will this s**t turn back around.

I'm not giving up on anything yet though, I'll take back everything love.

Lets talk about yesterday now. Nothing good happened at the beginning of the day, I did a lot of chores for my mom. At night I went running up 25th street into the ghetto the farther I ran the more stray cats I saw and the dilapidated houses per block there were. I ran all the way past ridge ave. After that I went running with Daisy and did my parkour training. Oh and I landed a flat ground backflip.

I've been listening to this.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nK0ynsQXnIg

The day before, Monday, I can't even remember now. I think I spent the day on gaia exchanging on my mule. I've made a lot though and it was fun =3

And now for my quote of the day for monday
Guy- Sex releases Endorphins
Girl- What are Endorphins
Guy- A chemical your body releases that makes you happy
Girl- Like cookies?
Me- Sex = Brain Cookies?

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Well after a long session of exchanging I went for a run, even though my muscles were sore, I pushed myself forward. I did my parkour training, and I tried climbing up the fountains like I planned. Then I climbed on top of my big orange statue and did some crutches at the top.
Climbing up the fountains is fun, its more arm strength and less of a lung work out. I ended up alternating between the side ledges and the fountain.

Yea for Endorphins! You get them from exercise to, and now I'm cheered up a bit. I was thinking about what Megan said to me on the phone. I've been stopped and patted down by the cops, and they have taken my info so many times, but I've never gotten arrested. This is definitely a talent. Maybe I'm naturally a social engineer wink
Now I'm just relaxing with some chocolate pretzels ^^

PS. Dana is probably going to go out with Jon. This is good, because I didn't really want her to be interested in me and they are like my 2 best friends so myea =3