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Free floating hostility towards you! (real friends, you know who you are, this isn't directed at you)

Well, it has been a while and no one really reads this anyway, so i guess i will just start off by saying:

No one cares what i do no one cares what i say and if i died today i wouldn't be missed.

you are saying "That's not true i care about you."

then let me ask you, when was the last time you messaged me? Talked to me? E-mailed me? Done anything that resembles anything that says you missed me as a friend??

done answering those questions?Good, then you have your answer.

I am tired of this out of sight out of mind crap! Sick and tired of it! I have friends (you know how you are) who keep in touch with me even though i am hundreds of miles away, and you get all butt hurt when i point it out!

How about this, try it on just for size ok.

When i tried talking to you, maybe you shouldn't have ignored me! cause we are such good friends and all.

When i asked you for a favor, maybe you shouldn't have blown me off! Since i did the same crap for you!!

When i made the effort, maybe you should have tried just as hard!

Justify your actions any way that you have to to make yourself feel better! Because i for one know, and now you know it too, that the only thing you are good for is a quick hello and that is it. You have no friendship or loyalty to give. You have no love in your heart, and you try and make others like me feel like crap when we give up trying.

"Oh you should have called."
"Oh you should just invite yourself."
"Well so-and-so told you that you could come, i didn't know you wanted to."

sound familiar? It should.
Eat your own words. Karma is the reason the crap that is happening to you is happening. You aren't a nice person, you aren't a good friend, and all you have to show for it is pitty parties you have with your other low life, lame a**, moronic, stuck in a rut, can't stand up for myself, ain't never gonna change thier life friends!

I am not in high school anymore, and neither are you. there are no cliques to impress and your real friends have left.

Next time i see you, and you say "I haven't seen you in forever, how are you?" I am going to be the a*****e i know i am and reply "Better now that I don't deal with you!"

and when you get all pissed and upset, remember one thing:
You caused all of it.