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hmmm. i really dont know what to write, but i do really feel like cutting right now, but i dont plan on cutting unless some one has to piss me off once more tonight. i just feel really depressed today, i cant help it, i just go up and down all the time. and today i feel really crappy. for some reason i feel like i wont be able to stop cutting until i have at least one really bad scar. i dont know why, but that is how i feel. i know i sound crazy but thats what i feel.