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The Game... It never ends. or it seems like it...
You don't know what kind of Game I'm talking about huh?
I'm thinking about 2. One of which Is love, and another, is school; teacher
Im not going to say stuff about love. I'm containing that info myself... redface I can't take the embarrassment... I say the dumbest thing and do the dumbest thing, do the most awkwardest thing.... It's just so weird.... I'm totally stiff,...owie, my tummie hurts XF not PMSing I ate something horrible probably, I threw up this morning at 3am.. so sad and because of that I woke up too late and almost missed my bus, what saved me from it? not eating breakfast T^T....as usual...
OMG, I hurt my toe and my nail is completely gross, wanna know what happened? I wore flip flops and I opened a heavy door and snapped my toe nail in like almost a half but a little and it hurt pretty badly but hey, not the worst pain ever though.
Okay so the Game that the teachers try to get you in is the school game, keep up with their methods and you;ll survive class. If you don't you'll be in hell for the rest of the year, but what the hell? take a chance? Sure why not... half my teachers hate me already but gaining alittle respect from my English teacher though, I'm holding in my yawns and act interested enough, she isn't staring at me all the time anymore biggrin
OMG, I can't take it! My toe hurts like HELL scream !
I hate retarded doors!!!! Save me.
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I said I wasn't going to say anything... but it's just too much to keep
the same verse goes on for ever in my mind it's driving me insane. I hate my name, I always hate it, I even hated it when my crushes said my name, it drives me insane. I spaz, I hate the name, that's why I like the name Hannah...Plus that was my hamster's name so Im inheriting it but I really hate my name. A lot of people say it's such a beautiful name and like they want a sofisticated name like mine but HELL no, it's the dumbest name I have! I hate it so much, you have no idea, it's not the common name you can think of, it's like the 172nd name that's in the common section...yeah... Im not saying out of embarrassment but it's horrible. But like...this is like the first time, I liked my name, and I thought it was sweet. Others like for the joy of pronounciation...Yay, if you REALLY, truly wanna know, go look up the mid eastern verson of Romeo and Juliet, I think it's called the Madman of______. My name... It's just sound so cute when I guy with high toned voice says it. I think it's sweet and the best part is, I liek how it sounds...
Some say people end up marring their classmates from high school...Im in high school now, so guess what? Im hoping to find "Mr. Answer" ha, I know cheesie but wanted to make it original xp Right now, I have a few guys in mind but...I don't know, it just sucks that when you get to know the guy you think is fantastic, it's so amazing, just how special you feel like meeting a person liek that.
You want to know something? The first time I saw the guy I like out of school, my heart went insane. It was crazy! It was like so weird in many ways and another fact that I found out...He lives pretty close to me...so if he wanted to take the bus....He would be in my bus, but not bus stop. Wait...that doesn't make any sense? He said it was the other way...So...what? I don't get it at all! no he doesn't walk, OMG. Im such a fool, XD its closer to about a mile away from my house... Oh well.. Damn it, I really wanted him to be in the same high school this sucks. sad stare ....*sniffle... I liked him... I just realized it and he just had to?
I feel...so lost and confused, weird. and I have such a high level of hope....and sugar XP
 aoi_coco · Fri Oct 03, 2008 @ 04:24am · 0 Comments |
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