I dunno, now I like this guy thats like in one of my last classes.. He's like..cute in personality like he's cute... I dunno I think it's pretty awesome. Well HAHAHAHAHAHHAA redface I shouldn't have said anything. okay movin on...wait before that.Im starting to lose interest like 10% a day of my first crush...there's like nothing wrong with him but it's so weird, I act really awkward around him making it sorta obvious.. and now that I said alot about him here... I dunno it's kinda alittleMORE obvious but still...I dunno, he treats me really, different than like most other people it's kinda weird. Now it's just silence...it's weird, the worst part is my friend thinks I flirt with this really weird kid that I think is an a** and she keeps on braggin that he like Morgan and it's so anoying since I really don't give a crap about him. He stabbs me in my retard button and I squeal and like laugh like hell. And get like pissed. And like I don't know what my crush was doing he was touching my back but I was trying to ignore it and I couldn't stop smiling and like laughing, it made me look so stupid. He didn't say anything, it was so weird I was pretending not to notice but it was so....gawkie...
Haha, I saw my friend's Ex-crush who was the other guy that my friend and I made dumb letters to and he was being a faggg like usual so dumb... and what gives me the horrible feeling of huge guilt and emoness is that my guy...ewww, that came out weird, I meant my victim, wow cheesie..DAMMNIT!! okay so my target was that....douch`e that calls himself a man. I always see him in the halls everyday in school and my friend sometimes wave at him or like give a shout out to him and stuff like that and I would always just leave and like go somewhere else where I wouldn't see him. But last time our eyes met at the same time, I died for like a year when it was only a split second. it was so cold, it killed me in the inside. My friend didn't believe me last time I told her and so when she saw him staring at me, I didn't notice he was right infront of me but she told me he gave a really cold look and it was super intense. yeah, he's so full of himself! Ugh...
Okay movin on. this week, well I can tell it's hell but its horrible!...geez I have like weird guy trouble in my mind. gonk
 aoi_coco · Wed Oct 22, 2008 @ 07:15am · 0 Comments |
