We had a contest at school, to see who could design the best year book cover. So I thought, what the heck, Ill give this one a shot. I dont know why, why I care so much, why I try so hard at everything, I already know im not good enought so I dont know why I try any more. Ive never been chosen... for anything, I try, so hard, but I never make it. So I dont know what possesed me to try this, I knew I wouldnt make it... I dont know maybe it was one last attempt at earning something... but im so tiered of making a fool of my self, of trying so hard and it never being good enough. I just want to be special, at one thing, to one person, just once. But I never am, because its like im competing agenst perfection. And I dont compare to perfection, I cant compare to perfection.
love always ~
KV
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