Sigh, seriously I don't know anything anymore. I feel crushed and etc., only 'cause I'm not sure of anything anymore, like who loves me or not. Of course I know that my four best friends love me as well as care about me, but everyone else I'm just not sure about. For the past few days, I met new people and I became more opening to others as in getting a chance to know 'em more. I suppose it's a good thing, but I still feel whatever. Sigh, I suppose it's time to give up on flying to the moon, and if you known me for a long time, you understand what I meant there..
Honestly, I should drop the drama and go on as if nothings wrong, eventually things become gradually sane. Close friends get somewhat mad at me for that and say that I'll get eaten up by my emotions and etc, but I'm all good if others can drop it and let me take a breather.
Let me say this, I regret breaking one person's heart that mattered to me the most of all people, if I never did... I bet life would be great than how it is now.
Honestly, I should drop the drama and go on as if nothings wrong, eventually things become gradually sane. Close friends get somewhat mad at me for that and say that I'll get eaten up by my emotions and etc, but I'm all good if others can drop it and let me take a breather.
Let me say this, I regret breaking one person's heart that mattered to me the most of all people, if I never did... I bet life would be great than how it is now.
