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I got a major headache from yesterday, not only because of my profile, but because I had a weird conversation with a bud. Never will I go emo again... Unless I'm willing to have a headache. Lol. Anyways~!

I'm going to pray that my cosplay troubles has come to a end. Here's a problem though... There's six of them. Then, I'm going to four conventions. On top of that, I'm going up to Oregon to visit friends, and I'm going there Winter and Spring.. So guess what... I need a job...

Now, getting a job may be easy 'cause I have my ways, but the tough part is money... For some reason, I keep spending my money recklessly. I spent sixty dollars on gaia cash, and let me say that's not good, especially when it was my birthday money. I was going to use the money for drivers ed., but I forgot..

Our school allows us to take drivers ed. after school or in the morning for free. Let me say that my mom kept harassing me about joining drivers ed. and I believe the afternoon was full, so I took morning. I only had two more weeks to deal with it, but I couldn't take my mom yelling at me in the morning getting mad at me for signing up for morning. "Hey, you choose to go to morning, so wake up!" I know I did, but only 'cause you were bugging me about it. I left drivers ed. 'cause I couldn't take the daily yelling and etc., so now if I want to take drivers ed. I have to pay for it. My mom doesn't know about that though, but she knew I ditched drivers ed., so now I have to try to take drivers ed without her knowing, and that money could've helped.

I guess you can say I'm the disappointment in the family, only 'cause most of the time I screw up things by not thinking straight. You can learn from other people's mistakes, but sometimes there's no helping it if you run into one, 'cause were not perfection, but imperfection. I feel so underachieved, I know I can do it, but there's always something that I don't understand, there's always something unclear. I can see it right in front of me, but it's not that clear when I think about it.

Dot dot dot... I'm hungry~!!!