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30 days till Christmas and I know
Is I'm not quite ready to let go of this past year
I have so much to show
One more month and all I need
Is a sign from you, that you think of me
If you don't, then please just say so
'Cause all I do, is think of you

And it's wearing me out, it's wearing me down
This holiday, is nothing but frowns for me
But I've got a gift, you see
I'm making a list, hell, I'll check it twice
Of all the things you've done in my life
And I'll send it your way
So you see why I love you

Who would've thought that someone like me
Could've fallen in love so easily
I know that you know that I know what I want
I know I can't have it but give it a thought
I know that it sounds crazy, baby
But all I do is think of you

And it's wearing me out, it's wearing me down
This holiday, is nothing but frowns for me
But I've got a gift, you see
I'm making a list, hell, I'll check it twice
Of all the things you've done in my life
And I'll send it your way
So you see why I love...

Everything you throw my way
I know it's hard to say, but it's a crying shame
That I came all this way, with so much to say
But all that came out was "happy holiday"
A home cooked meal and a nice warm bed
Somebody who love a place to lay my head
But I got 30 days and I'ma make them count
Cause I can't call it Christmas without someone to smile about

This Reminds me of my Adam.
My Love.
Who I will love until the end even if he may stop.
I've never given my heart to a worthier person.
And I'm so glad that I did.
And I'm so glad that he loves me.
I'll meet him someday.
And tell him straight to his face that I will love him until the end.
And nobody has ever meant more to me.
After all of everything that I've done is my life.
This has brought me the most happiness.
And I will never forget Adam, even if I try.
And I'd love to spend the rest of my life with him.
Because I love him more than anybody will ever know.