I've got my personal problems here at home,and then there is at least one thing with just about all of my friends that I would really wish hadn't happened.My parents are fighting more and more,my friends,most all of them,real life and here on gaia,are doing things that(in my mind) make me want to go somewhere and shoot the place up just so I can go to jail and hide in the corner of my cell.Right next to the leak so nobody would know I was crying.I'm not even kidding.I'm thankful I can't get my hands on a gun,because I probably would go through with that...
I'm just so damn pissed off,worried,and pretty much just depressed right now.I can't believe this whole thing...
The saying is true,bad things really do happen to good people,at least if I can call myself a good person...cause I sure don't feel like one...
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I won't sit here and pretend that I know you, or indeed your situation, but I do -to some degree, at least- understand those feelings.
But things will get better, even if all seems lost. From own experience I know this, even if it may take a long time, nothing lasts forever, and this is true for such problems in life.
And for now, try to focus on those things which make you happy, even those tiny little things we so often forget to appreciate. If you try to make things better for yourself, they will improve. Don't make the same mistakes I did, you probably know this already but even if you feel really mad with certain people, don't take it out on them, becuase you'll regret it later. It's so easy to be angry, trust me, if anyone knows that fact for sure it's me -.-"
I really can't say much else, but you really are a good person, Kawazoe, and everyone goes through times like these, believe it or otherwise. I wish you good luck for the future, and hope you feel better soon.