Well its been some time since i last added something in here.... Ive been well not busy, but just niglecting my journals... so sorry about that sweatdrop
Well, school has been great. I at least feel neutral about all of my teachers except for a certan student teacher of mine... Mr Randall, HE IS THE WORST STUDENT TEACHER EVER!!!!!! scream He always sounds nervous about things and slightly stutters, plus he says the word "Ok" about 380 time a day! A friend actually counted how many times he said the word ok and after about three minutes, it was 68 times! The guy is Such of a tyrant too... he makes us all write our vocab words using this "Cornell Method" and no one understands it! I cant wait untill the regular US History teacher comes back... He seems quite cool.
Anyways, around the first or second week of school, i ment this new girl... her name was Missy. We hung out alot and such and about two weeks ago i asked her out. she said yeah.... That was one of the happiest days of my life.
Sadly, that week we didnt get to see much of eachover.... She had nightschool and such which ment we all couldnt hang out after school and we also didnt see much of eachover during school. About tuesday the next week (a comedic day for a few of my close friends... which is completely off topic sweatdrop ) Annie told me that she didnt feel for me the same way i did for her but she didnt want to break up with me because she didnt want to hurt me. So being the person i am, i calmly talked to her and we just mutually broke up. I smiled but inside i was really crying....I do that alot, to most people that know me i am the most happiest person on earth... but little do they know how easy it is for me to just hide what i truely feel. Me and her breaking up still hurts me inside...
I really like her, still do... I wish she could just see that. But as long as i can at least be her friend i can be happy.
Going on to happier matters before i start to go all emotional and turn into a big pile of goo.... MY friends have a new thing to call me... Apparently, I am emo! It seems that everyone agrees with that but me... "You write poetry and draw, Otis... You are so emo!" They say to me... I'm Like WTF!?! I'm not that emotional! Thats people i guess...If they see something different, they quickly try and put it into a group... Besides, I dont even have long hair! and i would never kiss another guy! (I hug guys alot but i would never kiss one... thats just creepeh) well anyways, Ending in the same way my previous entries have, "Thats my momma!"
Random Thoughts: What do Tuesdays mean to you? And do you think i am emo?
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