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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS.... AND HAPY BIRTHDAY GROVER [[MY BEAR THAT HAS BEEN WITH ME FOR 12 YEARS]] I GOT SO MANY WONDERFUL THINGS TODAY. SANTA MADE ME INTO A WHITE BEYONCE... ITS GREAT. U KNOW THAT GOLD DRESS SHE WEARS IN THAT "UPGRADE" VIDEO... YEA.... THATS RIGHT... I HAVE A GOLD DRESS TOO.... HAHA. I GOT A LOT OF CLOTHES AND BASICLY EVERYTHING ANY ONE COULD EVER WANT [[WELL.. ANY ONE WITH A MIND LIKE MINE]] TODAY WAS A GOOD DAY.... EXCEPT FOR THE PAUL FACTOR OF IT. DONT GET ME WRONG, I LOVE HIM.... PAUL IS WONDERFUL. JUST NOT TODAY. HE WAS DONIG STUFF TODAY. AND HE WOULD CALL ME... AND WHEN HE CALLS I STOP WHAT EVER IM DOING AND I GO TO MY ROOM SO WE CAN TALK. BUT TODAY OUR CONVERSTAIONS WERE @ THE MOST 7 MINS LONG. NOT REALLY WORTH STOPPING WHAT IM DOING AND ALL THAT. OK. SO HE INVITED ME TO KWANAZA... AND THATS A TIME OF FUN AND GETTING TOGETHER JUST TO BE.....FOR THE 1ST DAY OF KWANAZA THEY ARE GOING TO HIS "AUNT"S HOUSE.... THIS CHICK HAS A PROBLEM WITH ME. SHE THINKS SHE CAN RUN THE WORLD, AND I DONT GO LIKE THAT. I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN TREATED WITH RESPECT BY ADULTS, AND WHEN I HAVENT, WE HAVE HAD PROBLEMS. I EXPECT TO BE @ AN EQUAL LEVEL. BUT SHE SWEARS SHE HIGHER... AND SHE IS ALWAYS TELLING PAIL AND I WHAT TO DO. ITS REALLY ANNOYING,AND I REALLY DONT WANT TO SPEND A DAY WITH THAT KIND OF PERSON. AND I WAS TELLING THAT TO PAUL. AND OFCORSE HE WAS GETTING ALL DEFENSIVE..... WICH I GUESS IS UNDERSTANDABLE. AND THEN HE JUST GOT PISSY. RATHER THAN HAVE THE REST OF THE NIGHT BE RUINED. I ASKED WHAT TIME I SHOULD BE READY.... ITS BEST TO LET THINGS GO AND BE THE ADULT... AND IM SURE FOR A FEW HOURS I COULD DO THAT FOR HIM. WHEN I ASKED FOR THE TIME HE WOULDNT TELL ME. HE WANTED TO GO ON THIS THING ABOUT NOT NEEDING TO GO IF I DONT WANT TO, AND HOW HE THINKS ITS STUPID TO PASS UP A CHANCE TO BE TOGETHER. AND I ASKED HIM AGAIN. AND HE JUST KEPT GETTING MORE PISSY. HE FINALY SAID THAT HIS MOM WOULD PICK ME UP @ 8..... BUT HIS MOM SAID THAT WE SHOULDNT TALK ANYMORE TONIGHT BECAUSE THERE IS TOO MUCH FRICTION....... WHATEVER. I DO NEED TO COOL OFF...... I STARTED CUSING @ HIM CUZ REGUALR WORDS WERENT GETTING TO HIM. BUT THIS WAS ON AIM. THERE IS SOMETHING MUCH MORE HARSH ABOUT HEARING THE PERSON U LOVE CUSE @ U... RATHER THAN READING THE PERSON U LOVE CUSE @ U...... IM NOT GOING TO BED FOR A WHILE. HIS LOSS I GUESS....... THIS IS A CHANCE TO BE WITH ME THAT HES PASSING UP. HIPOCRIT. [[BUT THEN AGAIN... MOST PEOPLE ARE]]
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