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OK... SO TONIGHT I AM GOING TO HAVE A SLEEP OVER WITH ATLEAST ONE OLD FRIEND... AND MAYBE A NOTHER FRIEND IF SHES FEELING WELL ENOUGH..... I WAS ASKING SOME OF MY FRIENDS ABOUT SLEEP OVERS.... MOSTLY GUYS CUZ I DONT HAVE VERY MANY CHICK FRIENDS... AND ONE OF THE PEOPLE I WAS ASKING IS MARK. HE DOESNT HAVE SLEEP OVERS AND HE HAS NEVER BEEN TO A SLEEP OVER. SOMETHING ABOUT "GAY" BLAH BLAH. I CAME TO A CONCLUTION.... THE REASON HE DOESNT DO SLEEP OVER STUFF IS BECAUSE HES GAY. MAKES SENCE RIGHT? HE DOESNT WANT TO BE @ A SLEEP OVER BECUASE HE IS AFRAID OF HAVEING SEX WITH ANOTHER MAN. AND ALL HIS FRIENDS THINK THAT IF THEY ARE ALONE THEY WILL JUST HAVE TO HAVE SEX OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT. CUZ NONE OF HIS FRIENDS HAVE SLEEP OVERS. PAUL HAS SLEEP OVERS WITH SOME FRIENDS... AND THEY HAVE A GOOD CLEAN FUN... AND I KNOW A FEW OTHER GUYS THAT HAVE SLEEP OVERS... TONY... JORDAN... BIG JOE. SKINNY JOE... TONS OF GUYS. BUT FOR SOME REASON... MARK DOESNT. I FIND THAT ODD. AND THEN HE SAID IT WAS SOMETHING ABOUT "PRIDE" U KNOW... PRIDE! HAHA. IM REALLY SURPRISED THAT HE HAS NEVER BEEN TO ONE... OR HAD ONE IN HIS LIFE. THATS A SERIOUS PROBLEM..... AND IF HIS URGE IS THAT BAD I THINK THAT HE NEEDS TO SEE SOME ONE FOR THAT. HE WAS INSISTING THAT WHAT I WAS SAYING WASNT TRUE... BUT WHAT OTHER REASON IS THERE? BY NEVER GOING TO A SLEEP OVER... UR MISSING OUT ON A LOT IN LIFE. U DONT REALLY HAVE SOCIAL SKILLS... CUZ THERE ARE PLENTY OF GUYS OUT THERE THAT HAVE SLEEP OVERS AND GET INCITED TO SLEEP OVERS.... AND THEY DONT HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THEIR PRIDE. I REMEMBER WHEN I WAS LITTLE... AND I HAD SLEEP OVERS WITH MY FRIEND BOBBY.... TIMES WERE INNOCENT THEN....WE SLEPT IN HIS TEEPEE... AND THEN WHEN WE WOKE UP WE WOULD JUST PLAY AROUND. HE WAS MY BEST FRIEND IN PRESCHOOL. AND I REMEMBER MY FIRST SLEEP OVER WITH A GIRL... I WAS SO SCARED AND I HAD TO GO HOME. AND THEN ALL THE SLEEP OVERS IN THESE PAST YEARS... MAN... THOSE ARE FUN. MY RECENT SLEEP OVERS HAVENT BEEN THAT MUCH FUN.. HOPEFULY TONIGHT WILL BE DIFFERENT. IM NOT REALLY GOOD WITH GIRL TALK... OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT. AND I DONT HAVE FUN THINGS TO DO @ MY HOUSE...... *SIGH* ILL THINK OF SOMETHING. biggrin