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Scrapes and Bumps
Take away the meaning,
Take away my sight,
To hide within the shadows,
Is to take away the light,
Take away the sun,
And blind me of the stars,
Make me feel like nothing,
Ever darker are the scars,
Bring me to my knees,
And try to make me feel,
Ignoring all my pleas,
I make believe this isn't real,
On rocky roads I've stumbled,
To find this place in which I hide,
The places where I fumbled,
Are now what I leave behind,
Take away the feeling,
Rid me of this night,
Take away the purpose,
Take away the will to fight,
Under all the scrapes I've managed,
I fear that love is what I find,
I even try to face the truth,
That I am running out of time,
You can hurt me, you can break me,
It all means nothing as I lay numb,
You like to toy with me and shake me,
I'll wait until I feel it's done,
You make me feel so jealous,
I hate that you know how,
Deep inside I just feel selfish,
Lost in shame, in fear of now,
The pain I feel only shows,
In the bumps that I acquire,
Sometimes I sit and wonder,
When this love is to expire,
I wish that it were normal,
To love someone that I hate,
Someone that could hurt me so,
And still I'd stand and wait,
I wish that love weren't selfish,
I wish it didn't hurt,
I know it's not him I hate,
I just wish I could be "her".
FAYDE
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