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I HAVE HAD A BED TIME FOR AS LONG AS I CAN REMEMBER. AND FINALY, I DONT. I CAN GO TO BED WHEN EVER I WANT. I CAN DO WHAT I WANT, AND ITS MESSING WITH MY MIND. IM STARTING TO CONFUSE REAL LIFE AND THE FICTION IN MY HEAD..... THE THING ABOUT IT IS... I KNOW ITS FICTION. I KNOW THAT IM NOT REALLY SEEING WHAT I THINK IM SEEING. I KNOW THAT THERE IS NOTHING REALLY GOING ON... THERE IS NO TANK THERE AND I KNOW THAT THERE ISNT GOING TO BE ONE... AND I KNOW THERE IS NO ONE IN MY HOUSE WANTING TO KILL ME (WELL... I DONT KNOW THAT FOR SURE... AND IM KINDA PARANOID) BUT ANYWAY... THE MORE SLEEP I GET THE MORE I CONFUSE LIFE AND JUST..... SCREW IT.