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As you try to make them forgive you, you wonder why you have even tried. All they do is yell. Yelling all day long to you.
"If you weren't here...!"
"You are so useless."
"Do something!"
You are tired, and full of anger. How come they insult you? Why can't you live your life the way you want it to be? Why can't you be in peace? Why do they always yell? As you try to ignore them, they start saying things.
"So annoying."
"You can't do anything."
Sometimes you wonder, if you had been dead from the start, they would be happy. You wouldn't be accused of anything. And while they attend your funeral, they whisper.
"Hah! Now she's dead!"
"Now I can rest in peace."
"Now I can have fun without that brat annoying me!"
You smile at the fact that they laugh. Soon you'll be in peace, away from this anger and pain. While you are searching for a knife, or some way to die, you meet your mother. Apparently, she hates you so much. She's the one who wants you dead. So, you grab the knife, and stab yourself in front of her. As you hear her screaming, you smile and laugh. The pain doesn't measure to the pain you had suffered. Soon everything turns pitch black. You must be dead. As your family attends your funeral, tears fill their eyes. However, you are happy.