i don't understand y... every girl i know is so against me... this girl from school has a birthday today.... we've been messing around for fun for months... ya know... like she's my wife and i'm her husband... just fooling around... i know it's all just for fun and all but y does she have to lie about so many things... once we talked seriously and she told me "every time i see you in the hallway in school i'm so happy i just shine" - LIE... as always... but i think i'm getting used to being lied to...
my big sister hates me for some reason and i have no idea y... although i have a bunch of guesses... i never really used to get along with her much but now she really hates me.... v.v...
here on gaia... i'm making my little sis upset somehow... i guess i 'm not the brother she would have wanted to have... i'm just no good... v.v...
my other friends here... idk... they are looking for me sometimes but when we get together idk what to talk about... i'm just too boring for them i guess... and some of them are just upset for some reason sometmes... and i can't do anything to help... never could... just not good enough for anything...
right now i'm jsut sad... emo
Update #1:
how much more do i have to suffer... now even my parents hate me... everyone hates me...
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