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Mk, today in english, we had to write about who we relate to the most from a book that was turned into a film. This is my crapy, depressing paper.

I'd be Melinda Sordino from Speak. A am every bit of like her. I'm scared, silly, ashamed, silent, and stupid. I keep a secret and it eats away at me every day. I send a cry for help, but it never gets to anyone. I'm hated by everyone when they don't even know me. Terrified, and dredding lunch. The kind of person who would sit under the bleachers of a pep rally. Bleeding on the inside, crying on the out. Smiling around people, when I just want to cry. Having a sign above my head that says, "Complete And Total Loser. Not Sane. Don't Feed." And every day I want to scream at someone, "Tkae a little look at the life of Miss Always Invisible. Look a little harder. I really, really want you to put yourself in her shoes. Take another look at the face of Miss Always Invisible. Look a little closer and maybe then you will see why she waits for the day, when you'll ask her her name." And just like Melinda, the more that everyone jokes and screams, I retreat to where I am now.