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Ok, I've been real depressed lately. Yet, I've been happy. But everyone keeps laughing at me for no reason. I got stressed out even more today. So me and my friend took my pencil and started cutting our wrists. It wouldn't break the skin. And I swear I was about to cry my eyes out. And now that I'm home where no one can see me from my closet, I'm crying more than ever. I've never felt this kind of pain. The pain of being unloved. I've felt it never. Someone has always been there to help me from crying. Not anymore.