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Plain out, the Cards are Laid
Plain and easy,
******** my fate,
I served my head up,
on a plate.

My mind is poisoned,
something new,
All the lies,
I thought were true.

Made my choices,
fall behind,
my eyes were closed,
my sol was blind.

The life we lived,
was all a lie,
the truth in all,
we all will die.

Carved my verses,
on my arm,
the blood was pouring,
such a charm.

Whats the point,
of life this way,
suckerlove,
I'll fade in grey.

No more
for any eyes to see
No more
for any eyes just me

Shed a tear
its all a waste,
You feel near,
and I'm amazed.

In a shape
of what was not,
I leave my life,
I leave to rot.

Crazed, amazed,
the life I chased,
was nothing more than
what I faced.

Disappointing,
I'll admit,
Share some thoughts
you think are fit.

Tell them all,
I used to cry,
we loved to try,
its all a lie.

Carve my throat,
and cut my wrists,
take some pills,
enjoy the mists.

Foggy death,
invited in,
to make me go,
and leave my skin.

Satin love,
an elvish dream,
almost took,
my self-esteem.

I'm in charge,
lets go together,
share the rain,
and stormy weather.

Go through death,
and hate salvation,
anger, sorrow,
pain extension.

Pucker up dear,
time to go,
serve it all,
in one last blow.

Fainting soon,
my skins so cold,
I pulled the trigger,
now youre told.