Someone asked me if I missed you.
I didn't answer ...
{♥I hate you
I hate you for not bein there when I needed you
I hate you for not givin me what I needed when I cried for you
I hate you for ignorin me when I wanted to be noticed
I hate you, I hate you, I hate you...
I hate you for breakin my heart and I hate myself for lettin you
I hate myself for thinkin I could find it somewhere else
I hate myself for allowin my heart to be broken not only by you but by another I thought could give me the comfort I needed
I hate myself for becomin vulnerable to others
I hate myself for not stayin on guard with my emotions
I hate myself for hatin you♥}
... I just closed my eyes and walked away.
♥Then I whispered, "so much"
