Someone asked me if I missed you.
I didn't answer ...
{♥I hold my pillow tight as I tell the secrets of a boy I met
the hours I spent spillin my guts out about every detail about him.
I hold my teddy tight, the one you gave to me from our last date
rockin back and forth think of you and the smell of your cologne.
I hold my mothers hand tight walkin down and aisle
gettin ready to say "I do" to you
I hold that teddy tight missin you as I wait alone for you
wantin to know what am I missin for you to not want me
I hold my pillow tight lyin alone
cryin my pain in secret♥}
... I just closed my eyes and walked away.
♥Then I whispered, "so much"
