I think I'm destined to be alone.
No guy takes me seriously, it took a lot out of me resisting the urge to slap someone today. I am not something to look at, or say sleazy things to. Every time it happens it makes me so angry, and cheap.
Perhaps I am cheap, and only good for a "roll in ze hay". Though I will never lower myself to that standard, and if I keep myself at such a "high" standard I may never find someone.
Hell, I just want some guy friends. All I have is Jason that I talk to on a regular basis.
Even Alexia has a better chance at finding someone than I do. But then again I am supposedly of lower quality than her, or what she precieves me to be. Tiffany, Jen, April are of such GOOD quality, but what about me?
Yeah, what about me is right.
I think I need to be alone before I hurt someone.
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