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You say you love the friends you've had for a long time, yet you alienate most of them to go and be with your new ones.

The logic of some people these days really is starting to annoy me.

If one expects to be treated like a friend, they have to treat everyone else equally. Favoring one person over another is just unfair, and obviously causes drama. I'm beginning to tire from all this bullshit in my life, and I'm about to leave it all. But my presence of lack thereof will not matter. I'd make new friends in my classes, but the only class I have on campus has people I would rather kill, than befriend.

I'm still happy for the ones I have, but it appears that everyone around me is making new friends, and if I don't want to be left in the dust; should do the same. The same thing happened with my old group of friends, everyone made new ones and I got left behind with no one.

Somehow I feel as if that may happen again, and I will not be left alone this time.

Hell, the ones that should be reading this will never see it. They come on here, but they never read what I have to say. Otherwise they'd have a clue as to why I'm so distant, or upset.

But that brings me back to my previous point, my presence doesn't matter. Nor what I have to say as well.

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