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I'm tired of this. "Treat others the way you want to be treated." Yes, I'd like to be treated like an equal, but I rarely get that from people. I'm not talking only about you Alexia, so don't get the bloody idea that I am.
If I say something, people get angry. But if someone else says the exact same thing I do, things are not as bad. And that right there pisses me off so much. Why is it different for someone else? Whenever I open my mouth I get yelled at. It is always assumed that I am the only one that sees things that go on, but here's something, I am the only one that says something about it. If on the rare chance that someone besides myself says anything, the reprocussions are not as bad. Basically because they are not me.
I know I am not respected by a lot of people, that is why I get yelled at. If Tiffany were to say the exact things I have tonight, she would have never gotten yelled at, nor would she be made into the bad guy.
I am sick and ******** tired of always being the bad guy.
I. Am. Not. A. Bad. Guy.
I am a tired, annoyed person who is sick and tired of being overlooked.
I am not Tiffany. I am not Jen. I am not Andrea. I am not April. Nor will I measure up to the supposed holiness that is John. I am Tina. The one that is supposedly a liar and a cheat. I treat people by how they treat me. I still feel waves of animosity whenever I am around certain people, I have distanced myself from two of them, and I am still around the third. But since Jen and I are not longer in that inner circle it seems, well I am no longer around any of the people I sense the animosity waves from.
So you know what, ******** it. I am not a bad person here. I just notice something, and I say something about it. So that makes me the one that needs to FOAD
I won't ******** off, but I'll go and die if it'll make you happy my leige.
What a wonderful end to a wonderful work day. I hate my job, and I'm not liking my life at the moment either.
So here's something for you to cherish forever.
I am a liar, a cheat, I am not to be trusted, and I am a horrible person to boot.
Jesus Christ, I know I am these things, but I hate it when people have to point it out!
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