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They say we should honor the dead, some people envy them instead of honoring them. I do both, to thous who lived a good life I honored, to thous who lived a bad life I envy. Whenever I can I go to a funeral just to see peoples reaction to the dead being dead, sigh* although it hurts when it's someone you know, when it's someone you don't know it hurts even more, because you feel like you don't be long there. People wonder whats on the other side, others don't. I have seen only one side in my sleep and it's not heaven, or so I uses to, but I would wake up only remembering fire and screaming. Heh, I wonder how much long I have to wait.