Yeah, so I decided about a week ago to finally fess up to my friends, one in particular, that I had lied about certain things since I had been on Gaia. I think I wanted something different than my regular life if that makes sense at all. I had been debating on doing it before this but I was afraid so I didn't. I knew it would hurt them.
When a good friend made a particular comment to me (a very nice comment) it just got to me and I knew I couldn't do it anymore. I looked forward to speaking to this friend (she probably knows who I am talking about) everyday and it wasn't fair to make a friendship under some false pretenses. It was wrong and even though it seems to be for the most part all forgiven from my friends, I will feel really bad about doing this for a long time I think. I can be very hard on myself so I'll probably beat myself up over this for well...I don't know. I dwell on things so I may never forget even if my friends do.
My profile lists all of the changes so even new people will know the real me and not a fake.
Fallen Angel Aeris Community Member 
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