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"I wish we could have worked it out.
I wish I didn't have these doubts.
I wish I didn't have to wonder just what you are doing now.
I wish I didn't know inside,
That it wont work out for you and I.
I wish that I could stop this wishing and just say my last goodbye."

That's what I heard in a song, a song from long ago. It used to just sound really cool, but now... Now it has a great deal of meaning to me. How much a song can do to a person, especially during a rough time like now.

Not only am I hurt, I'm also confused.

Do I stay or do I go? My last love or a new hope? The biggest flame, or the most promising spark? I can't tell.


What can I do, though? It hurt to see them walk away.