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Sometimes I get emotional. Sometimes I do some stupid things. Sometimes I say what I should just keep inside. Sometimes I’m sad about everything. Sometimes I’m mad and break some things. Sorry times 10 but you just got in the way. Don’t give up now, running away. I won’t hurt you. Sometimes I’m just in pain. And that’s the way it is. That’s just the way I am. Sometimes I feel like crying. Laying down and dying. That’s when I need you. Laughing’s always easy, but sometimes I’m just scared you’ll leave me. That’s when I feel emotional. You say I’m just impossible. Totally unpredictable. I’m just a girl, get used to it. No big deal. You can’t change me. Why would you try? I’m no angel, but I can make you smile. And that’s the way it is. That’s just the way I am. Sometimes I feel like crying. Laying down and dying. That’s when I need you. Laughing’s always easy, but sometimes I’m just scared you’ll leave me. That’s when I feel emotional. Don’t give up. I won’t hurt you. Oh, sometimes I’m just in pain. And that’s the way it is. That’s just the way I am. That’s when I need you. Laughing’s always easy, but sometimes I’m just scared you’ll leave me. That’s when I feel, oh, yeah. That’s when I need you. Sometimes I get emotional.

Baby cried the day the circus came to town. Cause she didn’t want parades just passing by her. So she painted on a smile and took up with some clown. While she dances without a net upon the wire. I know a lot about her cause, you see, Baby is an awful lot like me. Don’t cry out loud. Just keep it inside, learn how to hide your feelings. Fly high and be proud. And if you should fall, remember you almost had it all. Baby saw that when they pulled that big top down. Theu left behind her dreams among the litter. The different kind of love she thought she’d found. There was nothing left but sawdust and some glitter. But baby can’t be broken cause you see, she has the finest teacher-that was me-I told her. Don’t cry out loud. Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings. Fly high and proud. And if you should fall, remember you almost had it all. Don’t cry out loud. Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings. Fly high and proud. And if you should fall, remember you almost made it. Don’t cry out loud. Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings. Fly high and proud. And if you should fall, remember you almost had it all.

Spin away the combination for the last time. Say goodbye to this year. I wish I could avoid the empty summer days that await me. The fakers smile goodbye, celebrating there new freedom. I sit alone on the couch, wondering why. I wonder what it’s like to have it all. To never be afraid that I would fall. But don’t think I’ve ever known the time that I was part of the in crowd. Here we go, another day, another disgrace. Fall flat on my face. I wish I had a bunch of money. Catch a plane and head out west. Still run and play around. All full of the fans and freedom. I sit alone on the couch wondering why. I wonder what it’s like to have it all. To never be afraid that I would fall. But I don’t think I’ve ever known a time that I wa part of the in crowd. Doesn’t anyone here live an original life? Or did you surrender to be on the inside. When you disappear they won’t remember your name. and you’ll fade away. The sun will take your place. Take your place in the in crowd. Spin away the combination for the last time. Say goodbye to this year. I wish I could avoid the empty summer days that await me. The fakers smile goodbye, celebrating their new freedom. I sit alone on the couch. But am ready to fly. I wonder what it’s like to have it all. To never be afraid that I would fall. but I don’t think I’ve ever know the time. I wonder what it’s like to have it all. To never be afraid that I would fall. But I don’t think I’ve ever known the time that I was part of the in crowd. Of the in crowd. In the in crowd. I don’t need anything that I can’t find in me. I’m alive. I have been out of line at the end. When you fall, something more, something new to begin. When you fall, something more, someway to fit in. in the in crowd. In the in crowd.

I was sitting on my doorstep. I hung up the phone and it fell out of my hand. But I knew I had to do it. And he wouldn’t understand. So hard to see myself without him. I felt a piece of my heart break. But when you’re standing at a crossroad. There’s a choice you gotta make. I guess it’s gonna have to hurt. I guess I’m have to cry. And let go of some things I loved, to get to the other side. I guess it’s gonna break me down. Like falling when you try to fly. It’s sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life, starts with goodbye. I know there’s a blue horizon. Somewhere up ahead, just waiting for me. Getting there means leaving things behind. Sometimes like’s so bitter sweet. I guess it’s gonna have to hurt. I guess I’m gonna have to cry. And let go of some things I’ve loved, to get to the other side. I guess it’s gonna break me down. Like falling when you try to fly. It’s sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life, starts with goodbye. Time, time heals, the wounds that you feel. Somehow, right now. I guess I’m gonna have to hurt. I guess I’m gonna have to cry. And let go of some things I’ve loved, to get to the other side. I guess it’s gonna break me down. Like falling when you try to fly. It’s sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life, starts with goodbye. I guess I’m gonna have to cry. And let go of some things that I’ve loved, to get to the other side. Starts with goodbye. The only way you try to find. Moving on with the rest of your life. Starts with goodbye.