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They thinking the laughter helps... It only hides the pain the really lies within us... We lie to the world about how we really feel... Pain is under our smiles... We die on the inside... Most people like me are already dead... We can't take the pain... People want us to be someone we're not, but when we try to be those people, we get slammed against lockers or kicked in the ankle... They scream at us and say we have nothing to live for... They kill us even more... Those people are everyone who surrounds me... Cory, India, Alexis, Katie, Ashley, Kelsey, Christina, Adrianne, even Brandon... The more that they joke and the more that they scream, I retreat to where I am now... Singing depressed songs while living a lie... Someone bring me to life... Someone take away the pain...