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stare ... I know what I have to do, but I'm too scared to. They've always been there for me, and yet I'm still not happy. No one understands this pain, the pain I suffer every day. It wont be easy, not for them or me. I used to be so sure, that to me this ment the whole world. I used to be willing to do anything, anything just to be free. Then I met her, now I'm not so sure. No matter how odd I may be, she's always been there for me. Come to think of it they all have, if only it weren't for my dad. I know what I have to do, but I'm too scared to. There may be no way back, can I take that? My friends mean so much to me, am I going to give them up so easily? I don't know what to do, I'm so confused. crying