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Well, I went to my home town last weekend, to see my friends and my dad. It was a skate and dance night at the Skating Rink, and I went with a friend. There were two girls I knew at my original school(the one in my home town) and with the sluty preps, see? Well, they always try to be all punk and gothic and s**t. I remember, I told my best friend to tell one of the two that I'll give her a bloody nose of black eye or something the next time i see her, but i didn't. I didn't want to be thrown out of the staking rink for that kinda stuff. I sounds like something i'de do if I was younger.


Well, the past few days weren't exactly the perfect time for 'the time of the month' thingy, and I was in PMS for about three or four days. I got really bitchy in my RPThreads here, I have to admit, and depressed to. I still am . . . Ad now i'm not so sure about the people i talk with now on gaia . . . mainly this one guy that i really like . . . and my friend told me i should talk to him, but i'm scared . . .


Now afew hours ago, my mother calls me at her work, and she gives me a long rant/lecture about how i've been drawing in classes and stuff . . . And she started talking about making me live with my dad and go back to the horrible school. The one with gossip and rumors and wannabies everywhere. In that school, you can't trust much people.


Well, now I seriously just want to run away from home. I mean, I could, right? I'm always alone while my mom is out dating a guy named Rick or at work, and most of the time, I have to walk home . . . I'm always alone. I have brothers and a sister, but there not ever there. Their somewhere where I literally can comunicate with them . . . I don't care for my dad. I hate his GUTS! Everything he says to me is just lies . . . I know so . . . I've listened to both sides. My mom and dad . . . And now i'm all alone here.


Since mom is always at work, and no one watches me, I could just run away . . . I wouldn't have to follow this stupid world order anymore. I could just end it by falling . . .


This is my POV on life . . .


If we humans are just mammals, how come we don't live like real animals? Because someone made up rules that he made everyone follow. Because someone made money. Because someone made jobs to make money. Because suddenly, everyone NEEDS money. What would happen if money was never made up? Then there wouldn't be any global warming, terrorist attacks, homeless people, world hunger, hate and envy between the countries... It's all just for money. Because someone made someone beleive money was the answer to everything. We were never ment to be this way. We were never ment to do all of this... Why can't we live like normal animals anymore . . . ?


Don't you think i'm right? I've always told this to myself, ever since I can remember . . .