I stared at her body. Her white grown was blood-stained, and he eyes were wide... Water started to leek from her now lifeless eyes. I walked to her, and got on one knee. I reached out a hand, and began to caress her cheek with the back of my pale slender fingers... I never thought I would feel so emotionless after this... Was what I just did not right? I should be fine now, but i'm not even weeping for my own mother. . . Oh well . . .
The love you never gave to me, I give to you, mother ... even if you don't deserve it ... I wonder where you'll go now. Below the ground on which I live upon, or will you dance on the clouds? Either way, i'm sure you're happy without me...
I always despised you... For all the things you've said and done. My whole life you've--... you've always kept me here, so you wouldn't be alone, so you could leech off me. I remember those things that you've said. You always said i'de ammount to nothing, so you made me stay here... I remember those nights you'de be so brutal and harsh on me... The beatings...
I began humming a soft song. I always sang it in my mind, when my voice was to tired of screaming and shouting for mother to stop...
"Good bye . . . "
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